Day 29: Same Old Boring Day


I feel like waking up and going to work feels boring. I'm having the best time of my life like having a job that doesn't really requires me to do much, plus I'm playing games at work. Something just feels off, I want something more. I want to feel like I'm actually doing an actual work and in my case teaching English Language to bunch of young people. I'm a teacher and I'm not a slacker. Waiting for something challenging to happen and nothing happens is the worst. It's like one of those soldiers whose been training and when they finally got sent to the battlefield the war is already over. In a way it's a good thing but it feels like everything learned in preparation for the real thing is for nothing and it's a waste of time. What am I rambling about? Haha I'm having the best time playing PS4 today.

In conclusion, nothing interesting happened today.

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