Cikgu Melbert Martin

I'm writing this on February 5th which is Chinese New Year today in the morning. I've been slacking on writing my blog I know, but I was sick. Well the thing is... nothing fascinating happens and days just goes by really fast. I'm bad at remembering I shouldn't procrastinate on doing my blog. The thing that I remembered to most was me not bringing my PS4 at the office. I was keen on doing my blogs. Apart from that, just another forgetable day.

There's an award giving ceremony that happened at SMK Entilibon. It's called MANTAP, I forgot the acronym for it. All the officers were invited to it and I should be going. At least there's something to write about in my blog or post something on my Facebook. But... I decided not to go because I got my PS4 at work and I'm a little lazy just to be honest. The day went by the same as yesterday as if nothing interesting was going to happen and I'm struggling to find anything interesting to post on my Facebook. Then out of the blue, Melton's family came to the house. It was a surprise birthday party for Melter. When is the last time we celebrated his birthday together? Well it's nice to have him be happy for once. I mean he look happy all the time but who knows what he's really thinking in the inside. I'm not being cryptic, I've been trying to get him to work since he graduated from college. Finally last year, he got his chance to work. He work ...

I feel like waking up and going to work feels boring. I'm having the best time of my life like having a job that doesn't really requires me to do much, plus I'm playing games at work. Something just feels off, I want something more. I want to feel like I'm actually doing an actual work and in my case teaching English Language to bunch of young people. I'm a teacher and I'm not a slacker. Waiting for something challenging to happen and nothing happens is the worst. It's like one of those soldiers whose been training and when they finally got sent to the battlefield the war is already over. In a way it's a good thing but it feels like everything learned in preparation for the real thing is for nothing and it's a waste of time. What am I rambling about? Haha I'm having the best time playing PS4 today. In conclusion, nothing interesting happened today.

I had a meeting in the evening for DTP and it started at 3 pm and ended at 5 pm. So yeah apart from that nothing unusual, I still brought my PS4 in the office and I've finished the new game + normal for the The Last Of Us later at night. Man... my blog is getting boring AF.

Early in the morning my mom asked me to go to Melton's place to help move the packages that arrived last night. The deliverer just put it outside the house because Melton and his family went to Kota Marudu so the gate wasn't opened. They are at Kota Marudu because they're getting the D-Max car back. Turns out the car wasn't fixed yet and they have to stay there for a while. It was raining but it was fine for us. I went to the Church and I didn't really do much in the evening. Just finally got my final trophy for multiplayer in The Last Of Us PS4 game. Week 8: My Cat is licking his balls

I honestly feel like I'm still in holiday season. I tried playing Just Dance for a while but I can't seem to hit 6000 steps anymore. Furthermore, I feel tired easily back again. I wish I have that passion when I was in 2016. I think I need either going to school or my birthday to restart my schedule of working out. The thing is I admit that I'm a perfectionist because once I missed one, I don't feel like doing it anymore. Well today just another me playing PS4 all day long, it's been raining hard though. My friends on Facebook were posting about flood at their place.

I told Hadi yesterday about him going to SK Ulu Sapi that I'll be going with him if he texted me early. Like last night early, but he texted me in the morning, and he wanted to go to SMK Penangah instead. I already brought my PS4 and you know what it's gonna be. Yes just me staying in the office. I like the fact that I'm early to the office in the evening because of my console. I even felt like the time pass by really quick. At times, I thought about what it's gonna be when I'm finally at school teaching again... Man I'm gonna miss not doing anything and getting paid. Like I wrote before in my earliest blog, I'm in a transitioning period from PPD to school. I have no positions, responsibilities and I'm just helping out. They better be sending me to the school already in order for me to be productive. Okay that's all. Back to my PS4 The Last of us!