Cikgu Melbert Martin

I'm writing this on February 5th which is Chinese New Year today in the morning. I've been slacking on writing my blog I know, but I was sick. Well the thing is... nothing fascinating happens and days just goes by really fast. I'm bad at remembering I shouldn't procrastinate on doing my blog. The thing that I remembered to most was me not bringing my PS4 at the office. I was keen on doing my blogs. Apart from that, just another forgetable day.

There's an award giving ceremony that happened at SMK Entilibon. It's called MANTAP, I forgot the acronym for it. All the officers were invited to it and I should be going. At least there's something to write about in my blog or post something on my Facebook. But... I decided not to go because I got my PS4 at work and I'm a little lazy just to be honest. The day went by the same as yesterday as if nothing interesting was going to happen and I'm struggling to find anything interesting to post on my Facebook. Then out of the blue, Melton's family came to the house. It was a surprise birthday party for Melter. When is the last time we celebrated his birthday together? Well it's nice to have him be happy for once. I mean he look happy all the time but who knows what he's really thinking in the inside. I'm not being cryptic, I've been trying to get him to work since he graduated from college. Finally last year, he got his chance to work. He work ...

I feel like waking up and going to work feels boring. I'm having the best time of my life like having a job that doesn't really requires me to do much, plus I'm playing games at work. Something just feels off, I want something more. I want to feel like I'm actually doing an actual work and in my case teaching English Language to bunch of young people. I'm a teacher and I'm not a slacker. Waiting for something challenging to happen and nothing happens is the worst. It's like one of those soldiers whose been training and when they finally got sent to the battlefield the war is already over. In a way it's a good thing but it feels like everything learned in preparation for the real thing is for nothing and it's a waste of time. What am I rambling about? Haha I'm having the best time playing PS4 today. In conclusion, nothing interesting happened today.

I had a meeting in the evening for DTP and it started at 3 pm and ended at 5 pm. So yeah apart from that nothing unusual, I still brought my PS4 in the office and I've finished the new game + normal for the The Last Of Us later at night. Man... my blog is getting boring AF.

Early in the morning my mom asked me to go to Melton's place to help move the packages that arrived last night. The deliverer just put it outside the house because Melton and his family went to Kota Marudu so the gate wasn't opened. They are at Kota Marudu because they're getting the D-Max car back. Turns out the car wasn't fixed yet and they have to stay there for a while. It was raining but it was fine for us. I went to the Church and I didn't really do much in the evening. Just finally got my final trophy for multiplayer in The Last Of Us PS4 game. Week 8: My Cat is licking his balls

I honestly feel like I'm still in holiday season. I tried playing Just Dance for a while but I can't seem to hit 6000 steps anymore. Furthermore, I feel tired easily back again. I wish I have that passion when I was in 2016. I think I need either going to school or my birthday to restart my schedule of working out. The thing is I admit that I'm a perfectionist because once I missed one, I don't feel like doing it anymore. Well today just another me playing PS4 all day long, it's been raining hard though. My friends on Facebook were posting about flood at their place.

I told Hadi yesterday about him going to SK Ulu Sapi that I'll be going with him if he texted me early. Like last night early, but he texted me in the morning, and he wanted to go to SMK Penangah instead. I already brought my PS4 and you know what it's gonna be. Yes just me staying in the office. I like the fact that I'm early to the office in the evening because of my console. I even felt like the time pass by really quick. At times, I thought about what it's gonna be when I'm finally at school teaching again... Man I'm gonna miss not doing anything and getting paid. Like I wrote before in my earliest blog, I'm in a transitioning period from PPD to school. I have no positions, responsibilities and I'm just helping out. They better be sending me to the school already in order for me to be productive. Okay that's all. Back to my PS4 The Last of us!

I'm writing this on the 26th and I really don't feel like writing this blog anymore but it's been a good run, so I'm gonna push myself to do it. Even when I only got like one sentence to update a blog daily I will still do it. Anyways there's really nothing interesting happening today, just me being in the office playing PS4 all day long. I didn't even do anything productive.

In the morning, we had an early assembly and it was not common because we had one a few days ago. The assembly were supposed to be something that we do monthly and it turns out there's an important announcement. I wasn't really paying attention much to the speech but I think my boss was talking about the importance of having a good attendance, good work ethic and praising us for the visitation that we have been doing this past few weeks. We also had a promotion ceremony and I didn't get any position which is good because I'm going back to school. Mr Jamain told me that my letter is already here and he just need to work on it a little bit. Then for the rest of the day. I'm just in the office playing PS4 all day long. Oh yeah Oh yeah ddu-du ddu-du du.

I really don't feel like doing any work today so I brought my PS4 to the office. I'm so glad that I did just that because I do came to the office early in the evening. I stay a little bit longer at work instead of at home. There's work to be done but I just want to play all the day long.

Remember when I told you guys about the guitar thing not really working for my little brother Melwin. My parents went in the morning today to Sandakan to either get a refund or replace it. Anyways I should've just ate my lunch at home since my brother brought extra foods. The food at the canteen was rather expensive. I think I can get a better one outside.

I went to the Church and I posted like a generic picture with a generic caption on my Facebook. It got 300+ likes. Hmm... It seems like Sunday post is the easiest way for me to make content. I started playing The Last of Us Faction which is the multiplayer and I chat with my old time buddy Rudi. He invited me to play along later but then again. I ended play on my own. I think I'm getting better. Week 7: Welcome To The Family Hachi

In the morning, we were surprised by the new addition to the family. A new dog. My brother in law found it in our farm and it's cute. Since we had the experience of ruining 2 dogs life in my house and we know dogs are smart, we decided to we try again on raising a dog. Mom was pretty excited and she washed it right away. My nieces came to visit us later in the afternoon and play with the dog a bit. Meanwhile, me being the introvert that I am only spent like an hour outside. I just like staying inside my room and play PS4 all day long.

I planned on reorganizing and rearranging the books that's been piling up in the office today. But being there, I don't feel like doing it. I didn't walk to work like I usually do because I was thinking about bringing my PS4 with me, so I drove. But I didn't go back home to get it. I don't know what's really going on with inside my head right now. I keep changing what I'm going to do and maybe because none of it is important. Nonetheless, I just stayed in the office and watch YouTube all day long. I've finished The Last of Us game and man it was really short. I've been playing The Witcher and that game took so much time to get platinum despite me using the speed run guide and I haven't finished the DLC yet. My brother texted me about correcting his grammar on his CV and I slept late night because of that. I still can go for another round with my PS4 but I decided not to.

I was chosen by Reynold to become one of the judges for NILAM competition. So I had to go out of the office early and drive all the way to SK Entilibon today. I thought I was late but turns out I was a little early and I still have to wait for it to start. It was really weird because I was the opener for the competition, it's a good thing that I'm comfortable and confident. Otherwise, I'd be freaking out being the opener with no preparation. Earlier yesterday, I negotiated with Reynold about not being there for the whole damn day. Last time when I was the judge, I had to stay until the evening and I had no lunch at all. I made a deal with him, so I can go home right after my job is done. I didn't show up in the evening just like yesterday at the office. Just another normal night where I play The Last of Us after that.

I went to SK Sogo-Sogo today but before that I need to send my letter of cancellation of an insurance that I have with Sun Life. I did just that and went with Mr. Denis. It was a quick one, we didn't really do much to be honest. The senior assistant invited us for a meal before we go, and he can't seem to stop talking about politics. Anyways, I didn't show up in the evening. At night, I asked my neighbor AKA my cousin to check the electric guitar. My brother was complaining about the electric shock every time he plays. At first, I didn't catch it but later on I do feel the shock. My brother Melwin was crying because he was stressed out for the fact he can't really play it. I wonder if he's planning on showing off to his friends about it.

My parents, my brother and my sister went to Sandakan today. I woke up early and had to turn on the water tank because there's no running water. I needed my hot drink, it seems like the water purifier ran out of water. There's a meeting with all the headmasters and principal at work. Someone provided them with breakfast and there's so many leftovers. I dug in with the foods even though I already had my breakfast. When it's break time and I got called by the delivery guy. He told me there's a delivery and there's nobody there to pick it up. I don't really feel like going back but I had to. When I got there, there's literally a dozen of people there. Man... the delivery guy could've just ask around there. At 3:00 pm we had our first UPA meeting. My family got back home at night and my brother got a new electric guitar but it seems like there's a bit of problem with it. They got a little electric shock when they're playing with it.

Well I do feel a little energetic today. I've finally left The Witcher game behind and try to restart my  flow of day. I don't really have anything interesting to report it's just another ordinary Monday for me. We did our first assembly in the morning without our boss. We should have a quick meeting about the executive report in the evening but I didn't happen. I'm running out of thing to write here. Oh well, see you tomorrow.

Well I finally got my first platinum. It really feels like it took forever to get it and the last 2 days were the worst because I was grinding my exp in order to reach level 35 which is the last trophy requirement for The Witcher 3. I'm proud of myself because it's not an easy task to complete it. But it was just the base game though, I haven't really start with the DLC yet. Probably gonna play that after I play The Last of US. I just want to play something else now. The thoughts of getting 1000 trophies this year will never come true and it's just too hard to get. I'm not hopeful anymore. Anyways today, I went to Church like the usual. I still feel a little lazy but I think I'm regaining some of my energy back. I really hope that I will get my mojo back and be productive like the usual. I had a slight headache and took 2 tablets of paracetamol. My nieces were back again and I took some time to play around with them. Even took them to the field in front of ...

Where did all my energy go? I feel like I don't want to do anything today. I start my day really slow, I didn't clean my room like I used to, I didn't clean the bathroom even though there're ants on the wall, I didn't do any workouts and I'm supposed to be really productive comes Saturday. Well I can always start tomorrow... I'm not gonna write too much since I'm a little lazy for now. In the evening, Melton and Tina showed up to the house to discuss about the financial problem with my parents and Melter. It's about the distribution of wage between Melter, Melvera and the new employee and also my cousin Lovia. My 5 nieces visited us as well. At night, the mysterious girl asked me to go to her place and chat. For the record nothing happened.

I'm writing this on the 12th and I don't know why but I feel so lethargic. I didn't do anything much, I haven't exercise for days and I feel like my momentum is slowly fading. Maybe I should just sleep today. Anyways yesterday, we had the first curriculum meeting but it's not meant for me. It started at 8am and stopped at 5pm. I think that was the longest meeting since I work here. The nighttime was the most interesting thing that happened today. It was a dinner and there's a lot of delicious food. I try not to overeat but I do feel stuffed. The mysterious girl call me but I was busy. Kinda hope I can bring her to the dinner but I know she would object. That is all.

I bought PSVR last year on Christmas as gift for myself... who else (-_-). I kinda regretted it because I found out that I got headache after playing for 15 minutes. The image inside the VR is not HD and I have to wear my glasses to play it. I thought since the screen is right in front of my eyes, there wouldn't be any blurriness from the distance projected from the the VR. I asked my sister to buy it for me and I didn't know although it's cheap, it didn't came with a free PSVR game. Well back to the office, it's another non productive (in my opinion) day because I basically just sit down and play with my computer. I'm bored not doing anything. I know it's a luxury having a medium income by doing nothing. But I really feel like all my abilities and talents as a teacher have gone to waste in these past 2 weeks. I'm not complaining by the way. I'm having the time of my life. Talk about non productive... I attended the evening meeting. It...

My brother Melter and my dad went to Kota Kinabalu to pick up my sister Melvera. It's just me, my brother Melwin and my mom in the house. Well there's nothing interesting happening in the office and I know my post is getting shorter everyday because of it. I spent most of my time working from 8 to 5 where I got content from. Most of the time because of the changes that's been going on in the office the officer got nothing better to do but play video games. Anyways, the mysterious girl called and she wanted to meet. She said that there's something really important that she wants to talk about but then again she didn't say anything. She's going to save it for another day. I went back home and sleep after that. I was half asleep until I heard my sister voice. Good to know she safely arrived that night.

In the morning and the evening it's just normal day with me doing absolutely nothing at all in the office. I'm a little bored and I feel like bringing my PS4 with me in the office. I really do going to do that someday this week. At least the intention is there. Just when I thought there's nothing interesting happens today, well at least for me the most interesting that happened was me finishing The Witcher 3 game, I've been playing that game since 2015. I don't like my ending. Hated it. I made Ciri sad. I started playing Just Dance. Have a normal workout session. Oh man... my blog is being reduced to me just talking about video games now. Surprisingly, I post daily on my Facebook. When did that become my active new year resolution?

I think I'm almost at the end of the game. I've been focusing on playing this game since I first got my PS4. It's safe to say that I'm going to finish this game before February comes. The Witcher 3 game even though it came out in 2015, it's still my favorite game. Anyways let's talk about what's been happening yesterday. Yes, I'm writing this on the next day. Last night, I was thinking since I'm not really doing anything at the office at the moment maybe I should be writing my blog to waste my time. I still have no position and waiting for the letter to ask me to go to the school. But... right now I'm writing my blog but I kept getting interrupted by my friends in the office with these small talks. Maybe I should stick with my schedule which was writing at night. Our Head of Directors of Sabah's Education went to visit SK Pekan Telupid. Apart from that, it was raining all day yesterday and my parents went to Sandakan for my dad...

Today even though I don't feel like going and I'm late... I still found myself sitting inside the Church. I'm always praying for health, productivity and just being thankful of everything. Other than that, me chilling out playing PS4 I'm getting so many trophies. I want to get 1000 by the end of the year. I don't think that's a lot, still plenty of games in my libraries. Binged a new anime titled Run With The Wind until the latest episodes. That's all, see you tomorrow. Week 5: Meeting in the Evening

I got no suitable title for today. Basically nothing really happens today. I walked on the treadmill for 30 minutes but for most of the time, I'm just chilling out playing PS4. What a dull day it is today, but I think I'm saving money just staying at home. I can make plans on traveling but that would cost me money and I'm going to be fatigue on working days. It's not bad. Okay see you tomorrow.

I stayed in the office today, not going anywhere today. This is going to be quick one because there are just little things that happened today. Just like what the title says, the main thing that happened was me doing executive reports for 2018. I finished it and I sent it to Lino through whatsapp. I gave my soft copy letter of resignation to Hadi just like I promised yesterday. Soddiq asked for the PBS files as well and I haven't given him the data from my laptop. He asked me to give it to him later though. Apart from that, I followed up with Mr. Henry about the school that I'm to be posting at. I guess I can actually confirm that my school is going to be SK Maliau since he sent a copy letter to the school as well. In the evening, my dad asked me to teach him to send pictures through whatsapp. Nothing more. I had a serious talk with my little brother about life. Yeah... that's all.

Actually today I just want to stay in the office and do executive reports. But Hadi invited me to SK Ulu Sapi to accompany him and after a few moments of consideration... Well I want to make some money while I'm here. I'm not even using my car, I could use some money from the travel expenses claims. So yeah... I go with him and Denis was on board as well. So we went there in the morning but Denis got stopped by my boss, telling him to make a stop at SK Bintang Mas as well. Being an obedient person that he is, he made us a little late. Because Fazri was there and he was the school supervisor. It's supposed to be his responsibility. So after I told Denis that we should skip that so Hadi can go home early and pick up his kid, Denis just ditched the papers. Well we only did RMT and it didn't take too long. Then I realized I haven't taken the headmaster's signature on my movement logs from SK Sogo-Sogo yesterday. I need that as my evidence for my travel claims...

I went to SK Sogo-Sogo to help Denis with his task of supervising. Well since there's a high chance of me going back to school, my name has been removed from the list of being a supervisor to a school. Previously I was the supervisor for SK Linayukan. We went at 9:00 am and finished at 12:00 pm. It was raining while we were driving back, and I was damn sleepy. I didn't go back to the office in the evening because I overslept at home for my break. Well nobody is looking for me anyways. Mom and dad arrived from Sandakan in the evening. I asked my brother to transfer RM300 to my bank account by trading cash with him. Need to pay the telephone bill for that. I really want to bank in all my RM2000 cash and I did ask around in the morning if anyone had money to spare in the bank account. I'm not surprised that nobody got little to no money left. No working out today. I think I'm only going to restrict myself to do any intense exercise sessions when I'm not wor...

Yay! Happy New Year everybody. I decided to restart the numbering because last month was just practice in preparation for this year. So here we go! Hopefully this year is going to be one of my favorite year. I just feel like my life has just begun. I wake up on time and started cleaning my room. Took my shower and then start working out. My parents and my brother Melwin went to the Church but I really don't feel like it. Not missing Church is not one of my new year resolution and I only want to visit the Church on Sunday. Too much of something is bad and I really believe that's true. I delayed eating breakfast and try eating less today. I'm trying to commit to a new diet which is to stop eating before I'm full. Other than that, I'd like to think that I'm very productive today. I washed my car and reached a new milestone 11,000 steps. Must be the new year giving me all this energy. I made a post on my Facebook revealing my old fat self at night. I w...